The start to be the person i was

I wright this blog just to let my feelings out, instead of letting it consume me and abdsorb all my happiness away. So i wright here when i find myself in a position that words cannot be said. Today i found myself in a sitiuation where saying sorry is not good enough, in a sitiuation where saying "i love you" are just not the right words to say. Ive been thinking long and hard on how to make things right again but i came across a cold hard truth, that is what has been done is done and there is nothing i can say or do to change it. So im here trying to make a difference in myself, trying to undo the bad things i have become. I am pleeding and beging you to trust me once again and to let me in your ever so fragile heart.I know i am not a perfect guy, im actually far from it ,so please forgive me because i am bound to make mistakes along the way but trust me that i will learn from them and be a better person

I LOVE YOU razan, always have and always will