Tuesday, July 22, 2008

Feeling rather not so good

I was just searching online earlier for universities in great britain that interested me and i took a glimps at the requirement grades and they were like AAB what the fuck!!! im like worrying like hell whats going to happen to me after my A-levels are over. Am i going to make it?? That is the questions going on in my mind now. What happens if i dont quiet make it?? what is going to be in store for me?? see what i mean by being worried...



Im trying to go for civil or structural enginnering. For obvious reasons, have you seen Brunei's buildings? most of them are crap or duplicates. The buildings here have no cutting edge designs, no personallity, no challenges on the builders and mostly the buildings here lack character. With all the money this country has i dont understand why the hell we dont have these types of mega structures. Brunei is falling behind so far behind to so many other countries. comon miri is starting to look better than Brunei, talk about pethatic. Miri used to be like a slum and look at it now?



It comes into question where does our money actually go? Because i cant see us moving forward, can you? dont get me wrong we have had some advances but at a snails paste

P.S. Get well soon baby, i miss you so much
I love you razan

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